wanjunnn

AH. UNI.

2008-09-26T00:10:00.002+08:00

hello people who actually still visits my blog... ((:

in recent days, many things happened. haha. i think this semester is not only filled with CRAZY amount of work load, it is definitely filled with a lot of excitement and craziness. haha! nonetheless, I'm enjoying myself to the max! :D I'll probably be happier if I don't have assignments due every other week or tests to take. I kinda did quite badly for the EBS test 2. Heh. So sad. I don't understand... why I can't do math! :( I used to be able to though, now.. I just can't seem to do that anymore. Oh wells. It's ogays. Life goes on.

Next, I've got a position paper due tomorrow! WOOHOO, how egg-citing. hahaha. Which explains why I am awake and blogging. I am SOO bored from doing it. It's not even fun. But just a bit more! I'm at like 527 words. It's a 700 word limit. But cause I have heaps of references and stuff, so I presume even if I write over the limit by a bit, it'll be fine.

That aside, it's still question marks over question marks, wondering and wondering. heh. Oh well.

love,

wanjun (:

wanjun.... is hungry!

2008-09-11T15:23:00.000+08:00

WHEE.. hello everyone.. ((:

yep, i'm here! FINALLY back! anyways, uni has been great! i'm currently waiting for vic to get ready so we can go grab a bit of NANDOS. but clearly, she's taking a crazily long time! hahahaha. and actually, i'm here just to say that for now.

cause i know you're going to read it! :P hahahaha. don't worry, i still love u heap! and i'm going to go off now! ((:

claremont baby! (:

the world's so small

2008-07-26T01:40:00.002+08:00

hello my fellow people! :D:D

the world's so small.. hahaha. i just had to say it. my goodness. so many people, like know so many people. or you see people you havent seen since forever. how interesting.

went for jon chan's "gig" kinda thing just now. it was pretty good stuff! :D many thumbs up for music people! woohoo.

singapore's been good this time round. different, but fantastic! i saw a glimpse of the music industry here and there, i saw a glimpse of the video industry here and there. spoke to people in both industries. boy, it's interesting. i mean, music and television do make the world go round nowadays. as much as people claim that the internet is the fastest and best way of like everything, i think music and television are equally important and definitely more entertaining. or at least to me. (:

meeting people like that, coming in contact with this industry, makes me want it even more. make me even more sure that, this is the path to go, for at least a couple of years. ahh, thinking about the purpose of it, makes me really wonder what the bigger picture is. i am waiting with anticipation, waiting with pure joy, waiting with just so much emotions. wheee (:

see, the world is small because.. first, marvin and willie play basketball together. second, i saw my secondary school senior today. when i first saw him, i thought he looked familiar, so i said he looked like someone from perth. so i told esther about it.

it goes like this.. "esther, don't you think that guy looks like.. hmm, chris or tim? or just someone?...

esther, "ohh.. he's my friend.. "

me, "ooo... i think he looks like someone.. chris, tim or someone.."

so.. i was like.. ahh, whatever lah.. hahaha. so after the thing ended, i met some of esther's friend.. then another conversation went like this..

someone, "so, where do you live? do you live at like, our [esther and his] area?"

me, "nahh, i stay at.. TIONG bahru!"

the senior, "ohh, that's really near my school."

me, "what school were you in...?"

the senior, "queenstown..!!"

me, "WHAT! OH MY GOODNESS, you're john!"

and that's the mini-reunion thingo. hahaha! so we just started talking about queenstown for a while. it's a crazily small world in this big earth we live in man. i must say somehow, this holiday, is the best yet. i met really, a lot of people. even though there were like brief meetings, each of them did bring a little something extra into this trip back. like i've said, this trip back, was different. but really good. ((: i didnt go out like everyday, i didn't meet my friends much, in fact, i probably didnt finish meeting everyone. I'M SO SORRY!! hahaha. i spent heaps of time just lazing around and enjoying the fact that i was doing nothing! WOOHOO. hahaha. i thank Him for all that He's done! (:

wanjun

wonders.

2008-07-14T16:09:00.002+08:00

i wonder... how can she says all those stuff, yet act that way? self-righteous?

i wonder... how can she actually not bother what others say about her when it isn't just an individual who is saying that?

i wonder... if she is who she is, why on earth does she reacts to things like that?

i wonder... why does she think she's so great and might but yet still say the things she say?

i wonder... i wonder... i wonder...

maybe at the end of the day, it's about looking at yourself first. we are all not perfect, so we all have flaws. how much can i actually endure. i can't stand you for nuts. cause you're unbelievable, in a very bad way. ah. use-r.

haha, okay, that aside... i was so frustrated about it. but oh wells, suck it in and move on. all i can do is to pray that God will touch her heart and convict her. i am definitely in no position to say anything. i'll just pray as how someone out there might be praying for me for the exact same thing.

about self-righteousness, it really hits me. how although He is the same, we interpret Him in our own ways. so does it make her more self-righteous, hence her God is just not as gracious as mine? i don't think so. because in the same way, she will think that because i'm doing all this right in the exact way He wants me to do it, this is what i deserve and i am fine yet for wanjun, she's aiyoh, just bad? where is that equilibrium? that line or that image which we all draw up in our minds, it differs so much. so which is real and true? i wonder...

i've got two more weeks in singapore, so fast! :( yet i'm lazing around at home. i must say, this is heaven. hahaha. sitting around everyday and not doing anything. hahaha. i seriously love this! :D:D i'm such a bum. oh wells.

once again, i think i'll still stick to that thing that i said. let today be the deciding day. says something more which needs answering, then okay. or else, i guess, this is it.

CAC leaders conference

2008-07-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

HELLO! (:

i'm just gonna do a short one. actually, just one sentence. "share His love, and if necessary, use words"

we will be Your voice,

we'll shout out loud,

that the world will know Your love let it be found

church work :D

2008-07-04T18:43:00.002+08:00

HELLO! ((:

nah, i just had to blog about today! hahaha. i visited the studio today and boy it's cool! hahahaha! i'm like.. WAH-ing non-stop! haha.

church work has been good. i did a bananarama insert on monday and i started on the video like this morning. it's all media related stuff and it's definitely making me happy! hahaha. tired, but happy! (:

after today, i'm more sure that media is definitely a direction that i am going to look into. it just gets clearer and clearer by each day. i thank God for this passion, i thank God for calling me into this as well (:

He's my strength, He's my joy, He's the only who makes me go round and round! (:

i love You.

(:

2008-06-27T14:29:00.002+08:00

hey everyone (:

so once again, i'm back in hot and sunny island. as hot as it is, as sunny as it is, it always feels good to be back. ((:

first semester has FINALLY ended. as tiring as it was, as difficult as it was, as crazy as it was, it was the best yet (: the crazy assignments, the amazingly long hours in the library, the amount of random people i meet at the library, the people i met once, spoken to and then have absolutely no idea who they are except for the fact that they look familiar. haha! it is quite hilarious. oh wells.

more to come next semester! :D that's for sure! (:

hmmm

2008-06-24T01:01:00.002+08:00

i'm THIS close. just feels weird. i've done all i could, so it's all up to Him! (:

hmm, this is strange. i'm so close to going back to Singapore, yet the excitement disappeared as the weeks progresses. i'm finally back with my family once again, nothing beats that. but yet i'm going back to a house that's so much emptier than it used to be. i wonder how that's going to be.

semester one of my first year is coming to an end. i'm taking my last paper in 8 hours time. i'm stressed from top to bottom, inside out. honestly, i don't know. ahh, but i know i've put in all that i've got, although if i hadn't waste so much time doing random things when i'm supposed to be studying, i would have been more prepared. but oh wells. it's too late for the althoughs and buts. so i'm just going to whack! (:

i'm gonna miss this place, my dear cellies, my dear youths, my crazy college mates! (: strangely, the hilariously large amount of hours in the library. my bunch of crazy "library friends" who have been great joy and many many retarded moment. (: my noob library friend. :P of cos, my handsome boy! haha! and the random people i see all the time!

last but not least, ANSEL! (: he's the cutest, and apparently, it's just a cold coin donation for me to kidnap him away! haha. (:

i'm this close to finishing, all i have is here and i lift them up unto Your might hands.

3am ((:

2008-06-20T03:01:00.002+08:00

hello!

yes, 3am. i just realised i got tagged. and i am bored cause studying is boring. plus, i got distracted quite a few times. but oh wells, nvm. i am going to finish all that i need to do before i sleep. am at lecture 17, got until lecture 26. but last two are reviewing lecture, so i'll do it tmr. which means, another 7 more! :D just whack! (:

oo, someone's alarm just rang, that person must be waking up to study! hahaha. ((:

anw. i got tagged. so here i am. ahah.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

scream.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

fly to where the sky is so high (:. nahh, have my whole family in singapore :D

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?

white dress, church, the man of my dream (:

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

of cos. but i know who holds my hand and who holds my tmr (:

#5. What's your ideal lover like?

loves God, loves his family (:

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?

loving someone (:

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

if he's the one, however long it takes.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

fight for him, i mean they're not married right? AHAH, i'm just kidding. ERRR, whatever lah. just don't like him.

#9. Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?

i like my life the way it is now :D

#10. Is being tagged fun?

quite, when you have nothing to do and is bored from studying

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

28. married and hopefully with my second child! :P

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

my family of cos. they're forever the most important to me

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

completely out of her mind :P hahaha. awesome, amazing and wonderful just the way she is (:

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?

married but poor.

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

recently, read my devotional book. last time, think of what to wear. now too actually.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?

yep.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

i will never let that happen, but if it does, i'll pick the one who complements me the most

#18. What type of friends do you like?

the ones who are just the way they are :D

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?

they wont be my friend if i dislike them.

Tagged by: Giselle Sim Pei Ying.

EIGHT PEOPLE? I'm nice, so i wont make anyone do it :P

take care people! back in i think 5 days (:

weeks that seem like forever.

2008-05-23T10:46:00.002+08:00

after weeks that seemed like forever, I'm at the end of my never-ending assignments, never-ending essay. haha! BUT I'M DONE. I'M DONE! Just printed out my last assessment for the semester, an econs essay! Haha, the feeling's pretty much equivalent to when I did my last paper for O levels! Heh. I'm such a cheap thrill person. Oh wells.

in a few more weeks, I'm going back to little sunny island Singapore. Time flies. Uni has been great. (: College has been great too, apart from the little miss crazy thing that comes oh-so-often. Perth this semester, is yet the best times I've had. I know it's just going to get better! :D Woohoo.

Car's been doing great, making life so much easier than it was last year. Very different though. But good fun. There are still times when I don't need to drive, which is GREAT. Sometimes, I wonder why I bought the car, I don't really enjoy driving that much! Haha. But oh wells, it's still all good! :D

Everyone's turning 18. I will be there soon. WHEE.

i got tagged!

2008-05-02T00:31:00.002+08:00

Yes! I got tagged by glenn and i'm seriously SO BORED! i don't even feel like studying. So here i am! :P

1. At what age do you wish to marry?

2. If your best friend and lover both have some weird illness they are about to die from and there's only one bottle of medicine to cure them but not enough for both, who will you choose to give it to?

i'll just pray very hard...

3. Are you happy with your current life?

Kinda...

4. What super power would I like to have?

I can teleport so that I'll never need to take an aeroplane! :D

5. If you have one dream to come through, what would it be?

We never lose someone we love

6. If you have another dream to come through? What would it be?

Seeing what life might be after He comes again

7. What are you afraid to lose now?

... i wonder...

8. How do you find yourself? A friendly person?

yes yes.. too friendly sometimes!

9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him?

nope. like you said, it's a HIM. He should do it first. ahah.

10. How do you spend your 200 bucks if you have to?

I'll give 10% to God. Another 10% to my parents. The remaining.. SHOPPING!!

11. What requirements must your other half have?

loves God loves his family heaps (:

12. What kind of person do you hate most?

those that think they're dem good/ dem pretty/ dem hot

13. Do you wish to cherish every single second of your friendship?

of cos. but family always come first :D

14. Would you rather be alone than in a group?

Depends. I have my days.

15. What do you think is the most important things in life?

My God. My family.

16. If you ever get a billion dollars, where do you want it to come from?

FEAR FACTOR! :D

17. At this point in time, would you rather stay in our comfort zone or try something new?

Most of the time, i'd say try something new. But i'm tired now, so comfort zone. (:

18. What kind of friend do you want to be in your friend's eyes?

who cares. as long as they love me (:

19. If you have a chance, what part of the character would you like to change?

God made me the way He wanted me to be. So I'll leave that to Him (:

20. If you have freedom, what do you want to do?

walk around naked! (AHAH! don't i end off with a boom!)

(: it's for you glenn! :P

boo

2008-04-15T23:45:00.004+08:00

hey! (:

just got back from cell and bubble tea.

I AM GOING TO CUT DOWN ON BUBBLE TEA. haha! i have so. had bubble tea like so many times these two weeks, it's been crazy. heh!

acct mid sem next saturday - my goodness. scary like crazy.

linguistics assignment due thursday, but i'm sleepy. hahaha.

more photos! :D

andrew's convo

ansel! he's so cute! :D hahaha. it was on this day when he said that he doesnt know if he likes me more or andrew more! haha. WOOHOO! :D hahaha. he's so cute.

anderson! he's so grown! haha.

andrew - well done! and good work! (: whee, u convo-ed.

stace's convo! (:

she was really happy on that day! haha. but i didnt get to see her after that :(

and then.. farewell to the two people who mean so much to me :(

stace

eunice.

bye babes! i'll really miss you :(

so that marks the previous two week? hahaha. time like FLIES man. super scary.

in Him, i find peace and joy. but yet my heart tells me otherwise. help me to keep my emotions, my mind, my eyes all on You so that i will always believe.

come and take over.

John Stuart Mill.

2008-04-02T08:20:00.002+08:00

Hi everybody,

John Stuart Mill is currently the love of my life. Jeremy Bethem, John Lockes and many others have somewhat became my best friends. WOW! haha.

Next monday - Pol Science Textual Analysis Due. OMG. haha.

Tonight - Cell and Mitchell's Convo.
Thurs Night - Andrew's Conco
Fri Night - Fresher Party (but i'm not going!)
Sat Morning - Cell Intern Training
Sun Morning - Church, Arvo - Christian Education, Evening - Aspley.

Wow! haha.

THEN, Mon 12pm - POL SCI TEXTUAL ANALYSIS DUE.
2 TUTORIALS
TUES - ANOTHER 2 TUTORIALS

AND THEN MISS SAIGON! WOOHOO!! ((((((: Can't wait for that.

Wed Night - Stacey's convo! :D Must be there and stay long long! haha.
Thurs Night - Empty WOOHOO.
Fri Night - Traffic Light Party (Havent decided whether I'm going)
Sat and Sun - Same as the week before.

FOLLOWING MONDAY - ALVIN AND HOOI'S CONVO. and then, I'M CONVO-FREE! ahah.

I HOPE I CAN BE ASSIGNMENT - FREE! BUT I RECKON THAT WONT HAPPEN.

MID SEM EXAM FOR ACCT IN 3 MORE SATURDAY. I STILL CAN'T ALWAYS BALANCE MY ACCOUNTS.

UNI - do many many things you never thought you would do. pain in the butt but enjoyable.

Got Linguistics assignment back yesterday (: Always enjoyed the idea of getting back work. Whether I did well or not. Just love the feeling.

Time to GO! :D

His grace and mercy

2008-03-31T01:38:00.000+08:00

as hard as it is, as tiring as it is, i know He holds my hand.

vibe party! ((:

2008-03-22T23:10:00.008+09:00

WHEE! photos from the vibe party! ((: had an awesome time taking photos, eating good food and catching up with people! :D

the balloons are SO PRETTY! :D

i love the balloons!! SUPER PRETTY! :D

amanda blocked me when i first wanted to take my balloon shot! :( but anw, it was quite funny.

jo and xing!

xing zhi! ((:

jo the kiddo! :P we had a good laugh eh! haha.

this photo is credited to jo, apparently cheeky looks like he's a loser walking around. haha.

lesi and amanda! :D the bombs! (((:

lesi! :D

this is what we do! stupid faces!

ophe! (((:

james - the person i have yet to bump into at uni! haha. (even when it's somewhat planned, i still don't see him)

cheeky chan! felt so weird when he introduced himself as shawn when he met noezin! ahah!

joette! ((((:

candy my cell leader! :D

andrew - guy who has the cutest younger brother! :D haha. finally managed to catch up with him! he was smiling in the previous photo but i didnt really like it, so i made him take another that, then he said he was angry and didnt want to smile! ahah.

justin! (:

michelle noezin me yuqin! (:

the oh-so-happening hallers! :D noezin - trinity, yuqin - currie hall, me - ST CATHERINE'S! hahaha. sorry for the biasness! :P hahaha. they're the very smart freshers! hahaha. they are two awesome awesome girls i must say! :D:D

and more of them!

and more.

and again! ahah.

shaun - another person who stays at trinity! all the cool and happening hallers! haha.

rachel yuqin me noezin! :D

anthony, my fellow bubble tea lover! (: the last photo of the day taken by noezin in her camera! hahaha. he has a SUPER DUPER cute brother! :D:D whee, ANSEL ANSEL! :D:D

okayokay! that kinda marks the end of vibe party! but of cos, after that, we headed back to trinity, dropped the trinity pple off. then went over to st georges, which is really like super pretty. and their dinning hall look so harry potter-ish! then back to trinity where i camped and noezin's room for a while and headed back to st cats.

that kinda marks the end of my saturday. pretty awesome stuff! had loads of fun and took heaps of pretty photos! :D:D

wheee

2008-03-01T22:21:00.004+09:00

KING'S PARK! :D

Hey! ((:

yeah.. photos photos! :D i'm just uploading like random photos i took over the course of whenever i stopped posting thing. haha. so sit back and enjoy! :D

fang's party! ((: the taylors gang! or at least, half of them. haha.

Christmas party @ 79. with my long hair! :( i really miss it. so i'll stop being stupid and cutting my hair so short. haha!

undignified 08! (:

the secondary sch gang! on glenn's birthday! :D sorry babe for being so late! :(

my cell boys! (: the last sunday when i was around.

sheng yu (:

okay. this was christmas 07. when my hair was still long. now for the short hair! hahaha. so sad. haha.

no more stupid moves. haha.

ma and i did crazy shopping spree that was seriously nuts! haha. but SO MUCH FUN! :D:D

yay. king's park! as pretty as ever of cos! ((: haha. these are audrey's churchmates in singapore. had an awesome time when they were around! the one that's on the most right is jono. he like knows all the coolest places man. so i went to the coolest places when i went out with them!

this is a pretty cool photo i thought. taken by serene! good work babe! :D haha.

yay. we went up to the DNA tower. SUPER NICE!! (: i love that spot. my favourite spot for now!

okay. so i hope these 10 photos are entertaining enough. haha. i'll try and take more photos! uni's starting in a few more days. wheee. college has been fun. God is, as usual, extremely faithful! :D church tmr, i wonder what is to come! :D a new year, a new semester. He's going to be here!

BELIEVE.

back in perth perth perth! ((:

2008-02-18T23:23:00.002+09:00

HELLO! ((:

whee everybody, i'm back in PERTH! :D ahah. finally! i'm happy and excited to be back in this place. God has shown Himself faithful and sufficient! :D i currently have a place in st catherine's, the reason why my mum came to perth with me was fulfilled in less than a day, i had an awesome time in melbourne and although i'm still waiting for one more thing to come, i believe that He will provide! :D

the summer holiday is coming to an end. a whole new life is before me. as excited as i am about the future, thinking about what happened during the summer break really make me go like.. man, what a break. then it made me scared and afraid of the many summers and many overseas years to come. i think through each experience, God has only been even more faithful than before and i'm learning more than ever. each day is a new day! :D

met up with heaps of people during the holiday, managed to catch up with a lot of them as well. but also, i am MIA in my own way. ahah. the refusal to be out once it's dark or meet more than one group of people in a day! hahaha. but i really spent a lot more time at home! which is something i really enjoy. (NO NOT BECAUSE I'M A BUM, but because daddy and mummy's at home! my whole family actually! so it's nice to be with them (: )

okay. getting super random. but i am really tired. so i'm going to go off now! :D i'll catch u all soon! wheee.. gmc people, I'LL SEND OUT AN EMAIL SOON ENOUGH! :D:D ahah. maybe when i move into my permanent place! :D that's in a week's time! :D WHEEE..

one more week to uni! :D

random

2008-02-04T23:34:00.000+09:00

it's a completely random post. 11 more days and i'm back to the land of the kangaroos. ahah. excited, yep! definitely. ahah. i'm looking forward to what is to come. don't know how things are going to play out. but i'm going to trust in God for He knows the best.

called st cats today. 6th of the waiting list. man, i'm anxious. but i know if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. so i hope it's meant to be! haha. going to call st cats again tmr to really have a confirmation. just 6 girls who either reject their place or didnt get into uwa. ahah. C'MON!! heh.

still quite a lot up my mind. You will take them all.

worship You alone

2008-01-27T02:00:00.000+09:00

Your faithfulness never fails
Your faithfulness everyday
You're the same

Unfailing love sets me free
Unfailing love, You lead me
With Your hand

And all I know is Your arms around me
Your face is all that I seek
Your love and grace pick me up and hold me
You alone are holy

You alone are great in power
You alone are my strong tower
And I will lift my heart and soul
To worship You alone

You alone are my desire
You have set my heart on fire
And I will lift my heart and soul
To worship You alone
To worship You alone

And I will follow after You
For You are my desire
Oh Jesus, my heart belongs to You

My Saviour, My God

2008-01-23T03:30:00.000+09:00

I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands one who is my Savior

I take Him at His word and deed
Christ died to save me this I read
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my Savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

My Savior loves my Savior lives
My Savior's always there for me
My God He was, my God He is,My God He's always gonna be...

Yes living dying let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring
That He who lives to be my king
Once died to be my Savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

My Savior loves my Savior lives
My Savior's always there for me
My God He was, my God He is,My God He's always gonna be...

This is a song sent by Sam and from Yin. I think it is a very meaningful song in many many ways. In the midst of trials and difficulties, my God will always be with me. This time, it is really not easy to go by. As hard as it is, as difficult as it is, i believe that God, You're with me.

Who will rescue me, who can set me free. Behind the cross, I am lost.

once again.. home.

2008-01-21T21:44:00.000+09:00

Hey! :D

Yay, i'm finally home once again. It is pretty tiring to travel around like that. This trip to indonesia was like ULTRA tiring but i enjoyed it in a subtle manner. I think through it all, it is really about faith and believing that He holds the whole world in His hands.

Going back to indonesia this time round was really tiring because of the many reasons. Yet I did enjoy myself. Spent a lot of time with my aunties and uncle, two cousins, my mum's godsister's family and of cos my grandparents. Finally got to meet my grandfather after a relatively long time. So it was pretty fun. Also, my grandfather has finally once again decided to return to Singapore. I finally persuaded him to come back. The reason behind his return might not be the best, but at least after this, with him closer in sight will make me feel safer.

Since i had heaps of time in Indonesia, I finally got down to reading my book. I think the book is pretty good. It talks about brokeness, it talks about betray and many issues that women and the church today face. As i was reading the book, i really thought that it spoke to me in many ways. So going to indonesia allowed God to speak to me because i'm finally away from all the technology and people! :D

Ah.. Friends, friends, friends. I wonder why it's such an issue. If we can all just overlook each other's flaws and weaknesses like how Jesus overlooked ours, wont life be way easier than it is at the moment?

Searching to get a car now. So if there's anything, please get back to me. I'm more interested in a Honda Civic or a Toyota Corolla! Thanks.

undignified 08!

2008-01-13T01:34:00.000+09:00

hey! :D

yep! we had undig 08 this year! :D God was in the house! my prayer for the church and myself is that undig will not just an event we have once a year. but let us truly be undignified each and everyday of our lives for the ONLY ONE who deserve this.

hmm, i always think that blessed be Your name is a really meaningful song. although it was really meaningful to me, only today did i realised what it really means. this song talks about no matter what the situation or circumstances are, we still can say blessed be Your name. and to me, i really look up to the people who can do that.

God always has a greater purpose, He always has a bigger picture. i guess this is what we all as humans and useless bums need to rmb. heh.

alrighty. decision is final. i'm going back to perth! WOOHOO. joy! :D after the crazily long hours of thinking, crazily long hours of uncertainty, God showed me the way! it became even clearer when my university of sydney's offer came on the day i paid my tuition fees for UWA! hahah.

so yep! :D perth it is. now, i need to get my visa done! but that aside, cell breakfast tmr. woohoo! :D

love

2008

2008-01-05T02:29:00.000+09:00

hey! :D

yeahh. i'm back! woohoo. haha. first post of the year! :D and this blog actually survived through 07! although not many posts in between, IT'S NOT TOO BAD! :D haha.

08 didnt really start off very well. i was really excited when we were counting down for 08 during watchnight service and went all high after that too! haha. then i fell sick and stayed at home for like 3 days straight. haha. until fang woke me up by saying, can you stop being such a bum. he said it in a nicer manner of cos. haha. so in the end, i left the house on friday! yay me. haha.

received a msg from someone at like 1am in the morning on new year's and the msg had something to do with bubble tea! haha. made me pretty happy, but then i started to crave for bubble tea! haha. singapore doesnt have good bubble tea places! which is so sad! the ones in perth are WAY better! haha.

anw, random talk aside. i think 07 was a fantastic year. super a lot of ups and downs. but God showed me how faithful He really is and His faithfulness truly never fails. for the year ahead, although the 4 days that have past were crap. so many things happened within these 4 days, from an urgent call back to indonesia, hence rushing to get all the tickets. but in a couple of hours, i don't have to go back anymore to booking air tickets and changing flights and what not. i think these 4 days have been trying. yet in all these, i know God has a plan that is far greater than what i can imagine. although i was sick and had to stay at home, i thought being at home was pretty good. at least i managed to settle some stuff. if i went out, it'd probably not be settled or i'd probably be settling them while i'm out. so not too nice for the person i'm out with. haha.

God has truly been faithful. these times are not easy to handle. but i know my God holds my future and i have nothing to worry about.

the day to remember! :D

2007-12-19T00:06:00.000+09:00

YAY. i saw ansel today!!! hahaha. he was at vivo city! HE'S SO CUTE LAH!! oh my goodness. i should have just brought him home! :( ahah! he made my day! :D hahaha.

i saw uncle peter and anthony as well. haha. bumped into jizhen as well! hahaha. man, all the perth people. haha. vivo's a good place eh! hahaha. saw like some other people too. haha. but yeahh.. ANSEL'S THE BEST! :D hahaha.

love
wanjun

photos! ((:

2007-12-16T00:01:00.000+09:00

yay.. after SO long, a post with PHOTOS! :D

baby elisha is SO CUTE!! but really heavy though! haha. yay.

nyco camp! :D after so many years, we finally reunite! hahaha.

mosiac church camp! i didnt take much photos though! was lazyy. haha. i'll start taking more photos in church! hahaha.

these are my spice girls! hahaha.

after so long, we finally met! :D without jia jia though. but she's back alr! she just texted me! :D

yay! everybody. and tn joined us a little later.

it's party at my place!

our fav hang out - great world!

out with huimin and jiahan to central and clarke quay! loads of photos man! :D

yay baby.

jiahan is a bit weird! haha.

on the bridge

with jiahan's ultra cool camera! :D

okay. i'll upload more photos soon. now, i'm just lazyy. haha! hope you enjoyed it! :D hahaha.

back to hot and sunny island singapore! :D

2007-12-05T23:57:00.000+09:00

heyo! :D

yeah people, I'M HOME! ((: definitely good to be back. haha. after 8 months of being in perth, singapore's a good break. or at least, good change. haha. not really a break cause seems like i've stuff to do everyday. and i get really tired real early. haha. so i sleep ultra early as well. so seems like i've got not much of a life. but i kinda enjoy this lifestyle. haha. sit around and not do anything. haha.

hmm, God's truly been faithful. God has provided and made things the way they were. as much as i still think that if i stayed in singapore, things would have been good as well. good but different. man, the year was long. the year was tiring. but above all, the year was awesome! :D new friends, new experiences, new trials, new visions and the list of "new" goes on and on. i have never been so happy before, yet i have never been so upset, or disappointed or angry. the never evers happen when i was there. haha. but i really think that through it all, God's there. He's there in every single step of the way. He has never left, He has never given up. ((:

oh! I FINALLY WENT TO 79! woohoo. haha. the place i kept hearing about, but NEVER been there! hahaha. it looks pretty cool alright! yay gmc! :D hahaha. church camp's coming. hmm.. not much feeling about it. but God will definitely prepare something awesome eh! :D

aye, not in the mood to blog alr. haha. tata! :D

joy! :D

2007-11-21T16:39:00.000+09:00

hello! :D:D

havent been blogging in a while, BUT NO WORRIES, i'm still alive! oh yay! haha.

hmm, everything seems fine now! :D really thank God for uncle clinton, auntie stella, amos and sam for being here! they really brought my spirit up by like HEAPS! :D hahaha.

the year is coming to an end, it's time to go home. it's time to reflect. i think God's goodness is so awesome. He brought me here, He walked with me and when i'm tired or lost, He carried me. How awesome is that! :D hahaha. i don't know what to expect when i go back to singapore or what to expect when i come back here again next year. but i know that my future is in His hands, and with all these uncertainty and doubts, i still must hold on to that hope that Christ has given us. :D

oh, on the really good note, i'm gg home a week earlier! :D yay. haha. i'm happy! :D i save more money and i get to spend more time in singapore. i reckon it would be good for me to be home now as well. the presence of being around will definitely bring spirits up.

Dear Lord, please keep all my family members healthy. I know You have a purpose in everything, so I believe that You have Your reasons.

heh, my last post said i passed my practical driving test, this post says I GOT MY LICENSE! :D haha. WOOHOO! :D but wow, after i stopped driving, it seems as though i actually have more money. driving did take up a lot of my money man. haha. oh wells, IT'S ALL OVER NOW! :D

okayokay, i'm gg to rest for a while, then start doing work. one test and one written report! and then it marks the end of the sch week, weekends are for PLAYING! :D hahaha. esp since amos and sam are there! hahaha. then exam week, and then, BREAK! :D

shopping shopping shopping! :D

this is why i don't sleep so much anymore...

2007-11-08T20:32:00.000+09:00

hello!! ((:

hahaha. yes yes. once again i'm back to blog! WHOOPEEE!! hahaha. i've been blogging quite a bit eh! 3 posts in 8 days! hahaha.

anw, i miss my fat boy! :( he was so dao last sunday it's irritating! hahaha. but oh wells. haha. i guess fat boys always get their way! hahaha. he's SOOO cute! (:

i'm watching so you think you can dance now, and oh my goodness, THEY DANCE WELL! they really do! hahaha. it makes me miss dancing too! :(

i've got a math test tmr and i'm supposed to be studying. haha. but i can't seem to leave the tv screen. haha. they're TOO TOO good! hahaha.

oh yah, i got three conditional offers alr. but then i do want to stay in perth. i guess it is really where God wants me to be. and for now, i'm honestly pretty unclear. one minute, i feel as though GOd wants me here, the other minute, i feel as though GOd wants me in melbourne. then once in a while, sydney will come into the picture. haha. TOO TROUBLESOME. TOO TROUBLESOME! haha. yeah, i think the degree, ultimately, really doesnt matter. it is just a piece of paper kinda thing. but what is important is where He wants me to be. so now, i have to just make sure that all my results are good. so that i can do well to get into any of the universities that gave me the conditional offers. i've been doing pretty alright in school as well. so i'm really happy. yay! (:

God, work Your ways.

man, i've been driving like man as well. yep! I PASSED MY PRACTICAL TEST! ((: WOOHOOO!! hahaha. so i'm clocking my hours now. it's been taking up a lot of energy man. it definitely has. i've been so tired recently. but it's ending soon. ending soon! i'm going to take my HPT on monday next week. so very good very very good. i don't have to drive like everyday anymore. so GOOD. ahah. i'm really excited too. i'll have a driver's license man! hahaha :D awesomeee.. hahaha.

i'm one month away from going home! oh my goodness. SO FASTTT!! exactly one month away. 8 of december at this time, i'll already be home! :D yay. yay. yay. its like, i think 4 more sunday and I'M HOME. so fast. honestly, i can't wait! i'm so excited and happy. but that is because i'm still quite sure that i'm coming back. if i am not coming back to perth, because of what so ever, i will be pretty sad to leave. oh wells. we'll see. haha. i'm sad that i will never be able to see that taylors college ever again though. like, we have so much fun in taylors. doing retarded stuff and laughing about everything under the sun. i'll definitely visit taylors next year. since estelle, glenn, tim, david, nathalia and nooch are still there.

today's post is super random. haha. oh wells. i really wana go shopping man! hahaha. cannot take it. hahaha. im like thinking about it dreaming about it and what not! hahaha.

once again, i'm craving for bubble tea! :( i want a super person to bring my cravings to me when i have them! hahaha. c'mon c'mon! hahaha.

tell me where You want me to do.

look ahead, push on

2007-11-06T00:41:00.000+09:00

just visited singyen's blog and i saw a video of 4a'06. haha. those bunch of boys never fail to make me laugh, i laughed so hard when i was watching the videos. haha. the amount of crazy things they did, the countless of videos, the weirdest of the weirdest people, it was really an EXTREMELY fun time!

i really miss those times. the familar hall way, the steps that we have to take every morning to get to class, the morning 4A gang who will gather at the maccas tables, the way we took our own sweet time to walk to the parade square for PE, the way we piss our teachers off and the list just goes on and on and on. most of all, i really miss the clique. the countless KFC meals we had together at great world city, the crazy amount of food we eat when we visit redhill market, treating each other's houses as though they were our own, the laughter, the sorrows, we've seen it all. i am pretty upset that i wasnt able to actually collect my O level results with them. after working hard (quite) together for 2 years, i missed the day where everything came to an end.

but yeah, time to look ahead and push on! haha. as much as those times were awesome, the time before us will get even better. when we all get our own boyfriends, and start to see whether our predictions were right! haha. i really can't wait to go back to singapore and hang out with all of you! :D we're gonna have a bomb!! ((: we definitely would.

back to my written report. last section and i'm done!

Lord, help me to be more sensitive to the people around me. Help me to watch what i say and help me to be more aware of my surroundings. It is the last lap of the race. 2007 is finally coming to an end. The best year eve, but the worst as well. Through it all, I saw Your faithfulness, I saw Your glory. Thank You Lord.
Last 5 weeks of school, we can still make a difference. Help us Daddy, to be a family. To be ONE in YOUR love. to be ONE in YOUR name. I believe it will happen. I believe You will still change lives through us.
Help us focus more on You and less about ourselves.
Stop finding faults of others, but look at ourselves.
Stop being critical and start to love others.
Stop doing what is sinful in His eyes and do what will glorify Him.
Edify each other through His love and His grace.
It is not about you, but about Him.
So CHANGE.

Auntie Stella's family is coming on the 16 of nov! i can't wait to see them! uncle clinton, auntie stella, amos, sam and of cos, baby elisha! :D

You gave Your life.
This is how much You love us.

come and take control

2007-11-01T17:51:00.000+09:00

o uits all a mystery. we never know when things are going to happen and more so, why they happened. i think through so many months of being away from family, it really thought me how to treasure them even more and love them even more. friends always fail you, friends always forget you, but family never once left you behind, family never once forgot about you, family never once leave you standing there alone.

all of a sudden, emotions are rising, feelings are coming out and i think it is a good thing. although it might not seem like it now, at the end of the road when we all look back at what had happened, we're going to say that it is truly the day God has made! (:

girls will always be girls. with cliques, with mentally that goes like "oh, i'll just hang out with her a little more cause maybe her nose is a bit sharper", with attitudes that say i talk to her a bit more among this whole group because i'm closer to her. and then to cover it all, we're just going to add a girls are girls. we will always be like that, so don't blame us. cliques are cliques, and you'll definitely end up being closer to one person just a little bit more. but i think we can do something to change it. be more aware of other people and think about how they feel when cliques come out or when you accidentally forgets someone. think about what if your friends accidentally forget about you, how would you feel? then when you forget about a person, don't just brush it off by saying i'm sorry or it's bound to happen. but to really start putting in an effort to remember that person.

i think being close does not equal to i must ALWAYS spend time with that person or i only talk to that person. as long as the friendship is authentic, i think it's okay not spending so much time together. we can meet up one year without even talking to each other and still be able to hold a fun and interesting conversation, that's true friendship.

i have loads of my mind now. but its hard to actually express it in words. haha.

just one more thing, i think we need to start finding our identity in Christ. so what if friends forget us, so what if we're not included as much as others, so what if we're just not the same. we're made perfect in God's eyes. we're made the way we are. friends might not love us because of it, but God does. He loves every single part of us and He desires more of us. when all the people around fall, stand firm. when all the people around seem to be nowhere near when you need them the most, remember that God's ALWAYS ALWAYS there. take courage girl! stand up and stand out! :D

yst's cell was pretty good. and i think cell for this whole semester has been awesome. God has been doing wonders in the cell's life! :D what is ahead is far greater than what anyone of us can imagine. (:

too much has happened. in this place where we somehow not know what is before us, in the this place everything just seems so strange and odd, dear Lord, i ask that You take control. tensions, unhappiness and what not are rising. but i am going to believe in You and You only.

our God is real.

bleahhhh

2007-10-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

mannn, i've got an essay due tmr, and i can't seem to write anything out! so sad! :( but then, i dont really feel like, scared or anything. hahaha. oh wells. i think i'm gg to sleep soon and then wake up to complete it! i am sleepyyy!! heh.

on the awesome note, TMR'S FRIDAY! ((: fridays are always good and happy i must say! at the end of each week, i see God's faithfulness in my life and the people's lives around me. time after time, i forget about my purpose of coming. time after time, i forget about God. but through it all, God has never forgotten about me. the year in taylors is coming to an end, there were many things that i regret doing/ not doing. but yep, i guess we all have to move on with life and not be caught up with the past.

my term ends of the 3rd of december! but im only going back on the 8th! unless, dad and mom are nice enough to pay 100 plus bucks to change my ticket and abt 300 bucks for church camp. haha. but then, i don't think i want to spend so much money. so oh wells. its perth until 8th and no church camp this year! i'm okay about it. it's just sad that when i go back to church for the first sunday after SOOO many sundays, there'll be so few people left! i guess that's how its gonna be.

hmm, i think things are getting better in general. in many ways as well. in terms of friendships, studies, family and just everything everything! ((: i wont say things are awesome. but hey, things cant be awesome all the time i supposed. apart from that, I'VE BEEN SPENDING MANY MANY MANY HOURS WITH MY FATTY KID! :D hahaha. just talking to him and playing with him! makes me think of the kids back in grace! and of cos, my always so sweet and adorable dorlisa! really miss her. i do hope those kids remember me when i go back, or else i'll be really sad. hahaha.

okay, enough of the blah-ings. i'm going off to maybe do more work or sleep. i'll see my mood. hahaha.

OH! and, I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! ((: yay. i'm starting to clock my hours and hopefully get my full license in due time! hahaha. thank God i passed. cause honestly, i thought i couldnt. hahaha. longgg story. but yep! i'll be as safe as i can! :D hahaha.

tmr: FNL ((: EXCITING EXCITING! :D

more bubble tea as well i hope! (:

pure boredom

2007-10-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

hello people. yes. i get super bored super quickly lately! i don't really understand why. nowadays, i need to be constantly entertained or else i'll go mad. i know i get bored really easily and stuff. but recently, it just got super bad. hahaha. oh wells. i keep trying to find entertainment here and there. but msn has recently became a super duperly lousy entertain because people are so busy. so sad.. then again, work's coming in. so i might get a bit more entertained by my work. haha.

yep. we've entered into week 4 of this term. one month has passed since i first started term 4. time really flies. i think time passes dem fast since i came. it's super scary. but good good! that means i'm going back in 6 weeks. 6 more weeks. 6 more weeks! i still rmb how i told people i've got another 14 more weeks to go, 13 more weeks, so on and so forth. and it seemed so long then. but now, it's like JUST 6 MORE WEEKS! then i go back to mum and dad. i go back to my brother and grandmother. i go back to a place where i truly call home. ((: i really really can't wait.

oh man, i got SOOOOOO SOOOO SOOOO SOOOO BORED TODAY! i did like the most random thing. i wanted to stay home and just chill for the whole day right, but i had to go out cause there was house inspection or something like that. i got pretty annoyed. so i called like people i usually wont call and like did heaps of random stuff. haha. that was how bored i was! hahaha. oh wells. but time still passed pretty quickly. heh.

i've been thinking a lot recently. hahaha. too much sometimes. heh. oh wells.

oh yah! theresa's getting married today! man, i wished i could be there! :( best wishes to them both and i know God's going to work miracles through them as a married couple! :D

i'm off! tata people!

interesting...

2007-10-17T01:21:00.000+08:00

yep. interesting is the word to describe things. i don't know where everybody else stands on certain things. but at this point in time, i sure know where i stand.

after a couple of weeks of whatever we have been doing in cell, i think i've learnt a lot. not just by listening but also by going through certain things. in the midst of all this, i've just got one thing to say to everybody, for those whom i've hurt, for those whom i've been mean to, i'm very sorry. and this sorry doesnt just come because i have to do it. but it comes from deep within. in line with whatever we have been studying, things did get pretty interesting. things did get pretty nasty. i've got issues to settle. so do everyone else. i guess we all have issues to settle.

time to stop looking at other people and time to start looking at ourselves. are we good enough to tell other people about their faults? are we good enough to tell others to change? are we even good enough to be alive on this earth?

after reading several blogs and looking about stuff, i think all it takes is love. i think all we need is really love. love that is centered around Christ. love that will really allows people to give grace, love that allows people to understand. are we lacking such love today? i wonder...

i'm talking and talking and talking. ahah. in the midst of all this, i know one thing - that is my God's good and my God's real. i asked loads of questions today. questions that show that i'm doubting. but after all that, at least i'm still very very sure of one thing that my God loves. my God really really loves. and that's good enough. because with His love, i know i can do all things. with His love, i know i will have joy. with His love, i know things will fall in place.

there are other things too. like which university i should go to, if i should stay in perth and if i stay in perth, should i continue staying at where i am now. someone's pretty sure i'm staying! hahaha. with all the weird incentives, i'll be quite sad to leave too. at this moment, i think i'm most likely staying unless God's calling me else where. ahah. i've got such wonderful incentives like mitch will buy me a present for birthday next year, anthony will do his burping thing (and it increases as my stay in perth increases! haha.), i havent been to ciao, and so on and so forth. haha. we'll see. dad wants me to stay in perth too! so maybe perth it is! haha. applications will come back maybe end of december. will decide then. deciding now is a bit too early too. heh.

oh, i don't want to go to school. but i have to! missed too many lessons. ahah. so yep! i'll go to school tmr! then there's driving. then probably head to either the city or uni, depends on my mood. then a pretty exciting cell! last cell for this whole sem. the year is coming to an end. freaking.

so today's conclusion: my God loves. ((:

My Savior loves, my Savior lives.
My Savior is always there for me
My God, He was. My God, He is.
My God is always gonna be.

an awesome day! :D

2007-10-12T23:01:00.001+08:00

hello!! ((:

i'm back to upload more photos! hahaha. photos taken on the 9 of oct! ((: hahhaa.

my surprise! :D thank you drey and drew for planning it! :D really really! ((: made my day like crazy! for james who drove the car! i'm sorry for 'anyhow' touching ur hair! :P hahaha. for gab, shan and xing for just turning up!! :P

drey, myself, manda and gaby! thanks for dropping by. it was surprising alright! :D hahaha. thanks my dearest! ((:

gaby! :D at drey's house! ((:

okay! photos from after the dinner. didnt take any during dinner cause i was lazy to take out my camera! haha.

cheeky chan

andrew and xing

and this is what both of them bought me for present! pearl milk tea with TRIPLE pearl! both of them also forced me to finish up all the pearls! hahaha. i seriously wanted to! but i left it at andrew's place by accident! hahaha. the pearls made me SUPER full! hahaha.

staceyyy

shan! ((:

mitch and simon

the siblings! :D

BIG SMILE! :D

yep! that's it for now! hahaha. it was truly an AWESOME day! :D hahaha. for the stuff i received, for the surprises i got and for the dinner! ((:

till i see You face to face, grace amazing takes me home

wounded hands

2007-10-11T20:04:00.000+08:00

wounded hands from up above
waiting with unconditional love
he's knocking at your door
tell me what are you waiting for.

arms reaching for your heart
accepting you for who you are
he's knocking at your door
so tell me what are you waiting for.

lead me Lord i pray.

awesome weekend! :D

2007-10-08T00:57:00.000+08:00

hello hello! ((:

pretty pretty flowers! :D thanks clarise and yongxiang! although they kinda got the date mixed up. but GOOD WORK! i love flowers! (:

yep! i had an awesome weekend! in fact, a pretty good week as well! although school started :( and i'm taking two accounting units and have never done accountings in my life. it's pretty exciting! hahaha. i shall start studying soon! haha. i got to!

i went to church today and ansel didnt hug me! *stares at audrey and xing! OH THAT MEANIE! so sad! someone should bring him to me on tuesday. it'll definitely bring a smile to my face!! hahaha. C'MON. ANYONE!! hahaha! fat kids bring a smile to my face! :D hahaha.

i was at harbour town right, and audrey was really tired. so we decided to rest at the merry go round. and this came about! haha.

i love it! :D hahaha.

hmm, i went harbour town today and only got one top! woohoo. go wanjun! hahaha! that means, i only spent like 10 bucks! WOW. ahah. i'm happy! and i do suck at blogging. so more photos coming up! hahaha.

i went for varekai yst and it was AWESOME!! :D i mean like REALLY REALLY GREAT! ahah!

cirque du soleil baby! :D

yep! well presented! ((:

during dinner at takas! man i am red! haha! had fun hanging out with her! i miss you like mad dearie! when ur mum stops being ur best friend, IT'LL BE PARTYYY TIME! :P

cheeky chan during dinner

after varekai! we were definitely happy happy happy! :D

after varekai!

and once again, i played with my multishot!

awesome awesome! enjoyed myself a lot on saturday! :D drey, tim and i ran up to king's park as well! man, KING'S PARK IS PRETTY PRETTY! :D havent been up there in AGES! really missed it. it's just nice to sit around and talk and chill! but then, i'll never ever run up to king's park ever again. it's SUPER tiring!

okay. photos from FNL september! i only took 3 photos on that day. ahah! oh well. at least i took quite a few photos from varekai! hahaha.

elane drey i

james! yes. he hit the bird!

jean! ((:

okay. that's it from FNL sept. i think i'll take more photos in the upcoming one! hahaha. if i'm not wrong, it's like the last or second last FNL. ahah. the year's coming to an end. FREAKY.

next up, two random photos i took in church today. see, i brought my camera to church. so i HAD TO USE IT! ahah. i was lazy to take it out from the bag which i brought to varekai. ahah. so i may as well just use it. ahah.

xing ((:

kristine! :D thanks dearie for the stuff! ((:

okay. that's it for now! :D photos are fun! it speaks a thousand words so i don't have to blog much! haha. i'm really bad at it anw! hahaha. it's late. late. late. but i am not tired. ahah. so it's bad. ahah. oh wells! :D

having dinner at drey's tmr! woohoo. awesome! :D

start of week 2. excluding this week, we have 8 more weeks to go!

Lord, help me love You like never before. Help me come to You with open heart. Here I am. Bring me to where You want me to be.

PHOTOS! :D

2007-09-27T08:21:00.000+08:00

yay. photos! ((: that's ansel! he's amazingly fat, amazingly cute, amazingly adorable! and all things nice! hahaha.

we visited rottness island on friday last week and it was pretty awesome.

then, i actually figured out how to use my multishot control with my camera! so all these photos came about! hahaha.

there are a lot more of the multishot thingy. but i'm lazyyy to upload all of it. ahah. this is all you get from rottness. ahah!

photos from convo! although my camera didnt really work and photos turned out pretty blur. amazingly, i still thought that they were really pretty.

IRENE! ((:

rachie! :D

esther! ((:

the photos frm convo are really pretty! ((: didnt take much though. cause my camera doesnt work well in the night. ahah. or maybe, i just havent figure out how to use it in the night. ahah.

5 more days to the end of hols! :(

hello you.

2007-09-25T11:55:00.000+08:00

hello you! :P

yay. i got to make sure that my blog is kept as alive as possible! hahaha. i'm having my break now. ahah. woohoo! :D this holiday has been pretty awesome. it's passing by just like that! which is freaky. but yet, i think good. cause the faster it passes, the faster i get to go home! :D

hmm, my holidays have been pretty good. the exam week, spent it mostly in church. then that official first week break, hmm. i can't really rmb much. ahah. but i went out quite a bit. ahah. shopped quite a bit as well. heh. which is bad. so now, this is my second week second day. ahah. yesterday was quite a fun day. ahah. met up with yongxiang and clarise. havent seen them in a while, so it was just good to catch up and stuff. then went over to gis where she pangseh-ed me right in front of her door steps. amazingly, xing called me at that moment and asked me to go over just to chill for a while. so andrew and xing came and pick me up then went over to xing's. haha. it was fun just sitting around doing nothing and talking. ahah. but after a while, drew and james started to play with the gym ball. ahah. so yeah, it was good fun laughing at them. haha.

okay the exciting part starts here. i went to subi with james after that to do some groceries. or at least, accompany him to do groceries. while he was sending me home.. HE ACTUALLY HIT A BIRD! my goodness. it was HILARIOUS. ahah. i've never heard of anyone actually hitting a bird before. more so actually witnessed it! hahaha. i guess perth's wind does wonders! hahaha.

okok. time for me to go. cause yeah. i'm A BIT behind time. ahah. i was thinking to leave the house at about 11. and it's 12 alr. ahah. oh wells. i fell asleep by accident until james rang me and woke me up. ahah. but yeah. if he didnt, i probably wont leave the house at all! haha. so chow now brown cow. i'll upload photos in due time! :P haha

independence

2007-09-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

give me from independence!

i want a transformer! i want a transformer! I WANT A TRANSFORMER!!

BSWCHP ((:

2007-09-11T11:42:00.000+08:00

after looking at glenn's blog, this came along! haha.

first and foremost, i never once rmbed the order of it. i only know that i'm last. and who's what, i can't really rmb too. ahah. but you know at least I KNOW WHO IS IN BSWCHP! :D haha. i don't think i should spell out what BSWCHP is. kinda vulgar eh! hahaha. i wonder why my group was like that! AIYOHH! :D hahaha. but honestly, i really miss them a lot! they were truly the reason for school last time! i can't imagine how sch was going to be without them. i might pon sch even more than i already did! hahaha. i'm not gonna put any tribute thing for each and everyone of them cause i do have TWO papers tmr. but i am gonna say that, I LOVE THEM OH-SO-VERY-VERY MUCH! and when i'm back in sinagpore (hopefully jia jia's back too) WE'LL WHACK GRACELYN'S HOUSE LIKE MAD! :D:D hahaha.

jia jia, huimin, wanjun, grace, glenn, liyun! :D

they made sch what it was! :D i wana go back for more blading glenn! hahaha! i can't wait to go home. really really really.

okay, now now, I'VE FOUND PEOPLE TO GO FOR VAREKAI! yay. but i got to get down to planning it. or else, i'll probably end up not catching it! hahaha. yay. yay.

learn to trust, learn to be out there. be one who loves, be one who cares, be one who gives, be one who receives.

because she is different, she stands alone.

exams are painful

2007-09-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

YEPS! EXAMS ARE PAINFUL. hahaha.

actually, i think GEOGRAPHY paper is painful!

then again, exams are painful.

i stone so much today that i don't really rmb who i spoke to.
i stone so much today that i can't really rmb where i sat.
i stone so much today that i don't really rmb how things went!

today just went past like THAT. amazinggg... hahaha!

i'm held by Your love

2007-09-08T16:41:00.000+08:00

this is a super super SUPER SUPER nice song! :D it's kevin and char's march in song, sang it at zhiwaye's wedding and also at sam's wedding i think! ((:

I'm held by Your love
I'm held by Your strength
On Your shoulders You bore me
By Your faith, I stand

Cherished by You Lord
Treasured in Your sight
So close to Your heart
Held firm in Your hand

So awesome is Your love
So mighty is Your hand
On eagles wings, You carry me
Your grace shall be my strength

So perfect is Your love
You sacrifice Your Son
Amazing love reach out to me
With joy to You I come

Not by my wisdom
Not by my strength
Gently You guide me
Lead me by hand

Total surrender
Jesus I am Yours
Now and forever
In Christ I now stand

God's love is always awesome, always mighty, always perfect. ((:

it's another lazy saturdayyy.. ahah. but i'm supposed to be studying... so i shall go back and study! heh. it's SUNDAY TMR! ((: woohoo! i love sundays!

4 more painful days to end of exams...

yay. photos!

2007-09-06T09:51:00.000+08:00

hello!! ((:

yay! i'm back. ahah. hmm, it's week 9 now! one more week and it's time for break! woohoo! hahaha. but then, before that break, it's exams. ah, kinda really suck eh! hahaha. but nevermind, nevermind, i shall focus on the break! hahaha.

i can't wait to go back singapore though! it's another like.. 13 more weeks! hahahaha. time flies. so i'm not really worried! hahaha.

okay okay! time for more and more photos! hahaha. went for adrenalin last friday and saturday. SWTICHFOOT WAS GOOD STUFF EH! hahaha. adrenalin was really really fun. but i had such a long day on friday. long and tiring. went to bed like almost immediately once i reached home. ahah. but it was really good! hahaha! ((:

okayokay. photos!

photos from explosion! went really early for explosion so managed to get some photos.

that's andrew, mr fatty + smelly! ahah. who won the 5 HJ's brekki wrap challenge! ahah.

drey, gaby, myself, lesi and ophe!

myself, ophe and lesi!

drey, me and gaby! the two who got their driving license or GETTING THERE! :( i'm the only one left!! SOON ENOUGH. SOON ENOUGH!

ADRENALIN.
i only took like one photo at adrenalin! hahaha. actually, i do have photos of switchfoot! haha. but TOO BAD, i'm lazy to upload them! haha. just know that switchfoot was really good! haha.

dennis, me vanessa!

okay, now some random photos taken last sunday in church! a lot of people brought their cameras that day except me! haha.

me and xing! she is shan's younger sister! so everybody, meet her! :P she was the one who took my wedding photo too! so special thanks to her! hahaha.

manda and i! she's wearing marv's oh-so-happening and oh-so-simon shades! hahaha.

NOW NOW, EVERYONE.. MEET SOMEONE WHO ROCKS MY SOCKS!! :D:D:D

he's like the fattest and the cutest! hahaha. and he'll be mr PRINCE CHARMING for now! i think he'll be mr PRINCE CHARMING for a while unless he loses weight! hahaha! so yeps!! MEET MY MR PRINCE CHARMING! ((:

for now, he weighs like, i don't know how many million kg man! hahaha. i can hardly even carry him. hahaha! BUT STILL, SO FAT AND CUTE AND EVERYTHING NICEE!! (:

ps. he kinda has a weird msn! right xing? :P hahaha. horrifyinggg.. haha!

ANSELLL! ((:

ahah! i like the idea of upload photos! they are funnn. ahah. ((: some more next time! soon enough! the holidays are coming and i'm gonna whack hard with the camera! haha. for now, it's time for me to start studying! hahaha.

MORE PHOTOS SOON! :D

real.

2007-08-26T20:48:00.000+08:00

yeps! another slack sunday! :D but i do have assignments due and i havent started doing anything yet. hahaha. WOOHOO! :P hahaha. will start doing work soon, i hope. hahaha.

sometimes i wonder why people cover up who they really are. underneath all that, there must be something more. there is definitely so much more to them than what they show outside. what is holding people behind? the fear of losing? the fear of not being liked? it's a mystery all in itself. maybe it's time people step up and stand out. there is so much more.

don't be afraid. time for a change.

purpose

2007-08-25T18:49:00.000+08:00

had explosion last night! :D yeah. it was awesome stuff! then it got me thinking about purpose. why are we where we are today? why did God place us in different places of the world? being international students, life can be hard. getting out from ur own comfort zone and entering into a new land. yet, have we ever wonder what our purpose of being here is? it is to impact the nation. it is to make a difference. but why do so many of us leave our own comfort zone only to find another own comfort zone here. not stepping out of the box. not being known as an individual. not impacting the world. but be one who just sits around people they are comfortable with. leaving out people who try and who are different.

step out and step up. be one who is different. be one who will impact this nation. be one who stands out!

yes yes, i'm going to take more photos soon! hahaha. i have been taking photos like here and there. but just havent uploaded it yet. SOON. SOON! haha. ((:

2 more weeks to term break. 14 more weeks to school end. i am finally going home! ((:

don't get your way around.

joy.

2007-08-23T17:38:00.000+08:00

hey!

it's been a happy happy week! :D hahaha. then again, i have been sleeping at odd times and doing work at weird times. hahaha. yet it's still relatively interesting and enjoyable!

i must say, time really really flies! in 15 weeks IM GOING HOME!! ((: just the thought of it makes me happy. i'll be going back to my famil and going back to the awesome food! of cos, going back to see my friends! :D so so exciting!! hahaha. yes, and one term will pass very very quickly! hahaha. the excitement is just building up! haha. woohoo.

hmm, what's next. trust in God! hahaha. im out of things to say. man, i do suck at blogging. haha. tata people!

yet another sunday! (:

2007-08-19T16:30:00.000+08:00

hello! ((:

it's a rainy sunday man. rainy days just seem so sad and boring. hahaha. oh wells. another week to go. i got to turn up in sch for morning lessons more often. i got to finish up my work. i got to get everything done.

who will recuse me, who can set me free.

enola. but in You, i find strength.

have any one of you ever thought about her.

moved!

2007-08-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

hello! ((:

yeah. i have moved to here! hahaha. i decided that blogger might be cooler than xanga! and i'm sure alvin will agree with me. haha ((:

this is something i took during my self-declared break! pretty pretty..

the wonders of His creation

am facing one of those days...